So last night was a letdown after letdown. . . . . My grandmother called about 10 p.m., tellling my mom that she is being rushed to the emergency room. . .yet again. . . And I didn't know what was going on, so I was upset and then two hours later, my real-"dad" calls me to tell me that he "won't be able to make" my graduation next weekend. . . .
He'll be in Mississippi for his job. . y'know what he does? He installs satellite dishes. . .
What a fucking jerkwad. . .
And I actually hung up on Alex last night. . . I feel bad. . .
I called him after all this shit happened, we sat in silence for about 5 minutes, he asked me what was wrong and I said nothing was. . . A couple more silences and then I told him that I'm going to let him go, he said OK and told me Bye. . . and I just hung up without saying anything to him. . .
I hate this damn
drama. . . But what can you do?
I only have four more days of high school and I am getting antsy. . We aren't even doing anything productive anymore. . .We watched "7th Heaven" and "Full House" second period today. . . Whopee. .
I cleaned my dirty dirty car today, shaved and fake tanned my body for the skrit tomorrow. . . Me and Alex are actually having a "lunch date" tomorrow. . .I'm excited. . .
I wish I had more exciting things going on with me. . . but i just don't. . .oh well. . .
WEARING: black shorts and camo T-shirt
HAIR: Pulled back and frizzed
THINKING: I wanna make out with Alex
DRINKING/EATING: popcorn dipped in Chili's ranch and Kool-Aid
LISTENING: "Withered" by A Static Lullaby
Posted at 06:21 pm by notassheseems
Travis Fimmel. . . .*drools*
Posted at 07:52 pm by notassheseems
I still have no idea what "playing doctor" is. . and I'm 18 years old. . .!
Hi, my name is Kim.
So, just plunging into my life story now. . . Friday was 4 months for me and Alex (my sexy mexican boo). . . and why do I have a feeling like I'm going to fuck this great thing that we have up?
I feel that Nadia is going to start being an issue. . . She's his ex-girlfriend, but they are still good friends. . . But it's more like, she calls him (ALOT) and still asks him almost everyday why he broke up with her. . . I do trust him (ALOT) and I told him from the beginning that if he cheats on me, just once. . . It's over. . . .
I think I'm just creating drama. . . .
I'm like that. . .
WEARING: Old Navy capris and a Blink-182 T-shirt
HAIR: Pulled back and frizzed
THINKING: I wanna make out with Alex
DRINKING/EATING: hot dog and cherry 7-UP
LISTENING: "The Simpsons"
Posted at 04:42 pm by notassheseems
